Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Today.
This morning, my feet got pierced by a steel rod lying on the ground while on my way walking to the office. damn. blood came rushing out.
Very painful. but no tears came. beared with the pain and limped all the way to office. Took a tissue to wipe the blood that had flow all over my shoes. Aini made a comment - "This Bell, wiped her shoes first before wiping her feet. what she thinking?" well, neither do i know what i'm thinking. maybe is just my character.
knowing my feet hurt, i still walk around to have lunch with an industry friend and even went to Sea Asia together. limped all the way. tried to walk normally bcos i'm afraid people might thought i'm a handicapped. after work, went to orchard road and walked more with the pain becoming stronger and stronger. but i felt proud of myself. bcos i'm brave. i didn't cry like a sissy which i probably will before.
Robert gave me a hug today. he'll be away from spore and be back only after i leave. felt terrible. philip asked if is my last day. told him if it's my last day, i'll give him a hug. told him he can run but he cant hide. serene laugh.
Raymond "MSN" me and asked if i'm excited. i replied saying, "i packed on saturday."
asked what he did the night before he leave spore. he said he didnt sleep so he can sleep on the plane. asked how he feel and if he's excited. he replied, "me..why excited?"
i told him my mum will cry for sure. when i typed that out, another feeling came. i hope i wont cry if i see my mum cry.
had all these typed down so i can remember how i felt then and now. end.
Just The Girl @
12:09 AM
